Caring is such an acquired skill. One of the few I see people possess that I wish I could mimic but can’t in most cases, which is why if I care about you I will forever. I meet women and their mission from hello is to make me care about them before I lose interest in them which is such a small window. Once you lose me, you lose me forever. I’m not in the habit of being found. I’m just not built that way. If you can ever make me care though, always will. May not always love you or ever again but I never turn off the caring part. I wish I could but I can’t.
"People that need to feel like a star and like they’re succeeding every time will not ever get better. But if you are willing to feel bad, do badly, have a stale,boring version of yourself out in front of everybody, you can find this stuff in the muck that’s very useful.” — Louis CK (2013)”
— Rolling Stone Magazine"
Build or Destroy.
Thankful for the contributions from so many in my life, past and
present. The people that loved me once but may not anymore, thank you
too. Those present and absent. Trees make noises in
forests. When nobody’s around. Trees also make paper. So make noise
away from the pack. Make paper and be prosperous. I root for all of